This year alone makes me want to cry
So since my last entry things had just been getting worse. I had no job, no money and then finally no relationship. In the past 3 weeks I have suffered several anxiety issues. I kept questioning on what I was going to do with myself now. I lost my gaming group and I don't really talk to the friends that I did make in the years I was gaming with them. Needless to say life has been shitty and I have been depressed over everything.
Until now...
I might have a job soon and that will allow me to keep going to school. I'm excited about that. School is going well. I'm struggling in my english class but as long as I keep up I should be fine. No relationships in the future though. I'm just going to stick to one of my sayings of living life on the 50/50 line. Whatever comes my way, comes my way. I'm not looking for anything right now except for myself and who I am.
I think the plan is that I am going to keep going to community college for the next 2 years, get my associates and then from there we shall see. Maybe I'll end up at a big college, and maybe I won't. Either way I hope this is going to be a fun and interesting ride.
I really wish I had kept up with my poetry thing, but life happens and I'm just going to go with the flow of things. That's all I can really do though.
Till next we meet...
Until now...
I might have a job soon and that will allow me to keep going to school. I'm excited about that. School is going well. I'm struggling in my english class but as long as I keep up I should be fine. No relationships in the future though. I'm just going to stick to one of my sayings of living life on the 50/50 line. Whatever comes my way, comes my way. I'm not looking for anything right now except for myself and who I am.
I think the plan is that I am going to keep going to community college for the next 2 years, get my associates and then from there we shall see. Maybe I'll end up at a big college, and maybe I won't. Either way I hope this is going to be a fun and interesting ride.
I really wish I had kept up with my poetry thing, but life happens and I'm just going to go with the flow of things. That's all I can really do though.
Till next we meet...