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.__. ughh i think im falling out of fandom x_x and i can feel my music tastes change a little >< feel free to defriend me .. i`ll understand :|
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rawwr brooding lately :|
lol josshhhhh hahaa ><
so my status on aim was ".___."
and josh IMs me going :" turn that long face upside down (:"
haha ><.... so like i didnt change my status after that so he was like
"(9:53:23 PM): your long face is still there -.-
(9:53:26 PM): smileeeee (:
(9:53:31 PM): do i need to smile for you? xD haha "and yeahh the conversation continued after that
but >< what a cutieeee... definately improved my mood haha
haha but anyways beforeee i was thinking about how weird my life is...
i think all of htis graduation cloud has got me thinking about friends and stuff .____.
like the people i talk to ALOT more now are all people i started hangout with again this year....
.. hm
its kind of funny in a sad way... i think all of hte guys i talk to and stuff all just think of me as like one of hte guys or something
for exampleee this weekend it was first talking to josh about his girl problem >< and hten later it was fixing stuff between shawn and flora (i know both of them pretty well)
lol and hten other friends like jonny and chris and i think brandon all either have a girlfriend (jonny) or obviously have their eyes set on someone
lol though im not really complaining .___. i personally dont think highschool relationships work out >< but dunno.... not one to judge ><
its just kind of sad cus it feels like alot of my closer friends have like other friends that are even closer >< and makes me feel kind of... lost?
lol
i think i just really need a hug .___. haha
i get that feeling alot in the middle of the night x_x;;
yeahhh i think i should go before i become entirely incoherent because i need to finish writing some stuff D:
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rawwr brooding lately :|
lol josshhhhh hahaa ><
so my status on aim was ".___."
and josh IMs me going :" turn that long face upside down (:"
haha ><.... so like i didnt change my status after that so he was like
"(9:53:23 PM): your long face is still there -.-
(9:53:26 PM): smileeeee (:
(9:53:31 PM): do i need to smile for you? xD haha "and yeahh the conversation continued after that
but >< what a cutieeee... definately improved my mood haha
haha but anyways beforeee i was thinking about how weird my life is...
i think all of htis graduation cloud has got me thinking about friends and stuff .____.
like the people i talk to ALOT more now are all people i started hangout with again this year....
.. hm
its kind of funny in a sad way... i think all of hte guys i talk to and stuff all just think of me as like one of hte guys or something
for exampleee this weekend it was first talking to josh about his girl problem >< and hten later it was fixing stuff between shawn and flora (i know both of them pretty well)
lol and hten other friends like jonny and chris and i think brandon all either have a girlfriend (jonny) or obviously have their eyes set on someone
lol though im not really complaining .___. i personally dont think highschool relationships work out >< but dunno.... not one to judge ><
its just kind of sad cus it feels like alot of my closer friends have like other friends that are even closer >< and makes me feel kind of... lost?
lol
i think i just really need a hug .___. haha
i get that feeling alot in the middle of the night x_x;;
yeahhh i think i should go before i become entirely incoherent because i need to finish writing some stuff D: