Whining
I'm *really* frickin' hurting right now. I think I've got a trapped nerve or something and there's absolutely nothing I can do but bitch about it here. Pathetic, eh?
I think I'd be going insane if it wasn't for my mates right now. You people are the best.
Damn, I'm trying so hard not to think about these stupid expanders, but they just constantly ache, I can't sleep with them in, I can't stand being awake with them in, and I look like such a freak. I just want them OUT NOW. I'm so hot and pissed off right now. I have a million things to do/that I could be doing and I just can't concentrate. I'm supposed to finish off the second part of the student loan that was sent through, but I'm avoiding it. And I'm supposed to sort out me SIM card registration, but I can only use the phone on speakerphone and I just hate all that crap anyway. I can't do it online, I found, because it's not a new phone. Bloody perfect, eh? Oh, and of course I said I'd be doing up some sites and finishing fic, but that's going no-where fast let me tell you.
I know I'm ranting but right now I don't really care. All I've spent doing today is reading a little, watching TV ('Andromeda' is slowly growing on me) and spending time online. I just can't pull up the effort to do much more. I hate having all these damn operations - and for once I'm actually looking forward to one, because although it's kinda major, at least they'll take these fucking things OUT.
Well, I feel a little better for that, I guess. I know things could be so much worse, but I just feel absolutely shitty.
Apologies and thanks for your patience if you manage to read all of this. I don't really care right now that I'm broadcasting my feelings on the web, I really don't.
*sighs* Calming down now. Focus on something else otherwise it'll just feel worse, Kirsty. Yup. Maybe I can make a 'pissed off' icon or something...
[quick edit as I've made the sucker. here]
*wanders off aimlessly*
I think I'd be going insane if it wasn't for my mates right now. You people are the best.
Damn, I'm trying so hard not to think about these stupid expanders, but they just constantly ache, I can't sleep with them in, I can't stand being awake with them in, and I look like such a freak. I just want them OUT NOW. I'm so hot and pissed off right now. I have a million things to do/that I could be doing and I just can't concentrate. I'm supposed to finish off the second part of the student loan that was sent through, but I'm avoiding it. And I'm supposed to sort out me SIM card registration, but I can only use the phone on speakerphone and I just hate all that crap anyway. I can't do it online, I found, because it's not a new phone. Bloody perfect, eh? Oh, and of course I said I'd be doing up some sites and finishing fic, but that's going no-where fast let me tell you.
I know I'm ranting but right now I don't really care. All I've spent doing today is reading a little, watching TV ('Andromeda' is slowly growing on me) and spending time online. I just can't pull up the effort to do much more. I hate having all these damn operations - and for once I'm actually looking forward to one, because although it's kinda major, at least they'll take these fucking things OUT.
Well, I feel a little better for that, I guess. I know things could be so much worse, but I just feel absolutely shitty.
Apologies and thanks for your patience if you manage to read all of this. I don't really care right now that I'm broadcasting my feelings on the web, I really don't.
*sighs* Calming down now. Focus on something else otherwise it'll just feel worse, Kirsty. Yup. Maybe I can make a 'pissed off' icon or something...
[quick edit as I've made the sucker. here]
*wanders off aimlessly*