Jun 22, 2008 22:30
a new look for an old thing.
i guess it was about time, no?
if there's anyone, anybody still out there. which i doubt.
let's start out with:
i'm ready for the dreams to end. about you, and us, and this, and that.
i can't take them anymore.
i think i'll become an insomniac just so i don't have to dream about it all anymore.
and let's continue on with:
'i'm not sure what exactly happened between us'
.... is not something i want to know.
that's not something i want to hear.
especially given your current state of affairs.
so thank you, but no thank you.
i'm not exactly ready to delve into a past that shouldn't exist anymmore
nor do i wish to sit around and analyze what went wrong and whose fault it was.
so now not only had i started thinking about this awhile before you re-appeared..
you've RE-APPEARED. and now i have to see you. and think about it.
two totally different things.
but, while we're thinking about this
what in the hell is the deal with everyone getting married or thinking about getting married or talking about getting married?
and we'll end with:
and why can't you just leave me alone?
i like you, okay? in fact, i like you a lot.
which is why i ignore you.
which is why i've BEEN ignoring you for over a year.
and apparently i've missed my chance.
and my boat.
no pun intended.
dammit.