So at Christmas . . .
My dad bought some of that Slur stuff, (we are calling it Slur cus it sounds funnier and cus this stupid bitch can't fuckin spell) and I tried some and said "oh this is quite nice! It would taste nicer with vodka!" And you know what? I was RIGHT!! XD It tastes pretty good with vodka. And yeah, I'm . . . mildly tipsy at - well it's 5 now but I first started drinking at about 2 in the afternoon. I have my reasons well reason. I can't be too sloshed though, I can be bothered to correct my typos. :-P
I'm not about to become an alcoholic, don't worry I'm not that stupid. I mean, people actually do this? Live in this weird, sleepy hazy feeling day after day? Feel like they need a drink to get them out of bed? I mean what the fuck? How could they stand it? Not being able to do anything correctly, not having control of their senses properly? They really think their life is so bad they have to live in this drunken haze all the time? I don't know. Maybe I'm just more sensible than I thought, or really, really lucky. I mean sure it's novel for a little while but being like this all the time? Fuck that. But then I live in a fantasy world half the time anyway so maybe the normal rules don't exactly apply to me. I don't know, I don't really know anything except that the drink doesn't help, it just makes things worse. And you have to be thankful for what you have instead of dwelling over what's gone, no matter how much you miss it.
I'm not about to become an alcoholic, don't worry I'm not that stupid. I mean, people actually do this? Live in this weird, sleepy hazy feeling day after day? Feel like they need a drink to get them out of bed? I mean what the fuck? How could they stand it? Not being able to do anything correctly, not having control of their senses properly? They really think their life is so bad they have to live in this drunken haze all the time? I don't know. Maybe I'm just more sensible than I thought, or really, really lucky. I mean sure it's novel for a little while but being like this all the time? Fuck that. But then I live in a fantasy world half the time anyway so maybe the normal rules don't exactly apply to me. I don't know, I don't really know anything except that the drink doesn't help, it just makes things worse. And you have to be thankful for what you have instead of dwelling over what's gone, no matter how much you miss it.