the wegmans experience. and more!

Feb 19, 2005 00:21

totally went to wegmans for the first time and it was superfun. that place is gorgeous. the design is beautiful. they have fake windows up high so you feel like you're walking in an open-air marketplace when it's really just the deli section. gosh it's like a mall of food. amazing.
mmm i got so much (good) food from there! among the various items were sour gummy worms! by the makers of sour patch kids, so they were really good. however, kinda rough&tough to chew. i felt like whatever calories i was getting from the candy i was simultaneously burning from the incredible amount of jaw movement alone. so the candy technically had no negative effect on me...
insane.
but still yummy.
...in my tummy.

okay moving on.

took pictures @ interact today! [any time i say "today" i mean "yesterday," friday.] they are so gorgeous because the kids are amazing and so so cute. :) i am very pleased. they got all excited about it. today was a really good day for interact. jessie even painted me a picture! so sweet. :)

okay so i was thinking just now... seriously, what happened to the days when i could just really really like a boy, have a major crush on him - but not be obvious about it at all? those were the days. when i could like and admire a boy from afar but still be close to him and act like he was just any other boy. those were the days. when he would never find out because i was good at keeping stuff like that to myself. or telling only my best friends. ah. i miss those days.

wonderful hugs of the day: randy! [also he gave me a thin mint! and then i had to hug him again. yay to both!] brett! [he told me i was the haute-est girl! i forget of which general vicinity (the hall, the school, the world even?) but it was so very nice of him. so thank you. :) it really made the rest of my day wonderful.] brian! [it was good.]

OHMYGOSH we got to watch THE BREAKFAST CLUB IN PSYCH. i. was. freaking. out. it was absolutely wonderful and i was so hyped. superhyped! i love this movie and i love it with a passion and it is amazing and wonderful and one of my most favorite movies ever. i superlove this superfavorite movie. even though we didn't get to finish it, it was such a superawesome and superamazing way to start my day!

on another note, and a rather late one at that - happy birthday to elliot b.!! & happy ½ b-day to emma!! i love you both, very much. aw, elliot was so sweet. i called him this afternoon while shopping to wish him a happy birthday and we told each other we missed each other. and then he invited me to his birthday dinner, right on the spot! how completely sweet is that? i thought it was so, so nice of him to do that. i really do miss him. a lot. ...a lot. so when he invited me i got really excited and started thinking about it a lot, alas - forgetting that i'd made a previous commitment a few days ago. and so i determined today:

even though it's a little late, one of my new year's resolutions now is to be less flaky. i commit to something, and that's it. and i won't break it for anything. last-minute stuff will have to remain just that - last-minute, not previously planned. i feel bad for being flaky in the past and i will try to eliminate that from my habits. though i must say, there are few and rare opportunities in the first place for me to be flaky on/with.

yet how i miss elliot. and love him. it would have been so great and so fun and wonderful to have seen him tonight. i just love him so much! all the history we have. anyways, so it didn't work out. when i called him back to say that i couldn't make it to his b-day dinner, we decided we'd definitely get together and do something else. and i hope we do. because, and i'll say it again, i miss him and love him. and i want to see him and be with him and hang out with him soon! or at least eventually.

i'm being really vague but i guess that's what growing up does to you. [does to -me-.]
makes me generalize. maybe makes me unsure. yet still, and always, i remain oh-so hopeful.
i think that's what my vagueness is. hope in a rather unfashionable or unflattering disguise.

i love being with and reconnecting with people from my childhood, from my past. there's something so rich and wonderful and fulfilling and joyful and satisfying about it.

i loved and miss my childhood.
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