Mar 24, 2010 02:24
My life turned out wrong, i think sometimes.
I feel like it's been a bad game of solitaire, where i made a few wrong moves and now I'm stuck..and there are a few moves i can still make that will lead nowhere major..i won't be able to clock the game. I'm stuck. I won't get to see the cards shuffle at the end of the game because I'll just be stuck.
I was watching gilmore girls dvd's. and jess left..so now i have no interest in watching the rest of the series..because although he comes back, i googled, and it turns out rory doesn't end up with him in the end. I feel like that will be my life. Which is depressing, so i can't watch the show anymore. I don't want to see her fall in love with some other guy. I picked out her life just like i picked out mine and neither end up according to plan which sucks. I'm sad and pathetic, im just gonna go to sleep. It's 2:24am I'm just babbling. I should sleep and try to not think about b/ping again.