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[silver_touch]

In a way, I feel like the reason i use my willpower to starve myself rather than to eat rigth and exercise..is because a large part of me is still wanting someone to save me. From this world, from the future, from everything that's unknown and everything that's scary and unfamiliar. Who would save me if i am healthy

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[stacey1981]

I have the same thing with wanting to be saved. I think I keep the remnants of my ed around for that reason. Like I don't want to fully admit I can save myself.