Dec 19, 2010 10:38
We have a "Friend Date" today. I swear...I'm so tired of trying to meet people. This, luckily, isn't like MeetUp. This is one of Brian's coworkers, so he at least knows him. His name is Amir, which I think is funny, since I've known an Amir before. But, this guy sounds nothing like him (also, different ethnicity).
We're going to meet him at the coffee place we went to last time. I want to be excited, I really do. But, not only have I had way too much disappointment when it comes to meeting people with the potential to be pals with them, but I'm also just feeling like...what am I even supposed to do with someone like this? I won't be seeing them all the time, or even really some of the time. Maybe we'll get into a thing where we meet up during weekends, but it's not like we can do weekday stuff. Sigh.
I'm just not happy with the fact that I can't meet people here. We went to our apartment complex Christmas (?) party thing, and didn't see a single person we wanted to go up and talk to. Free food was yay, but...we'd really hoped that maybe we'd meet someone groovy. No such luck. All it did was reinforce our belief that we have pretty lame neighbors. I'm SURE cool people are here, but maybe that just knew better than to bother with the "party" with not enough chairs, no real music, no real draw... They were probably too busy being cool and groovy, and out with their REAL friends. T.T
Anyway. I need to get ready. It's not going to take long. I already have my outfit, uh, "planned." That is, I wore it yesterday, but it's not like I wore it for very LONG (maybe 3 or 4 hours), and I didn't do much at all in it. Besides, it looks good on me, and it's weather appropriate...and why make more laundry and use more water? So! Back on you go clothes!
But, I do need to get some Christmas presents cranked out today. Gotta start mailing those suckers...
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