- - treat me like i'm a fallen angel - -

[silver_rose81]

UNTITLED

how can my heart
take this pain
take this abuse
im drowning in my tears
there is no life jacket
that can hold me now
my eyes burn
my crys will not stop
mind is wandering
so many twists
so many turns
hands are numb
feet are cold
has my heart been broken?
if so...
when is it going to be healed
I lay with my eyes wide open
why is there this void
this black void
it will swollow me whole
i need someone to save me
my screams are silent
no one will be there
no one will never be there

Well, I think Ive had enough. My heart was broken yet again. I don't know why I keep on doing this to myself. Ross is seeing some chick from where he lives. But he's still coming down to the cities to the PR concert. Im still happy that that's still going on. I fucking knew that this was gunna happen...I fucking KNEW IT...Why the fuck do i always have to persist on getting a guy to fucking like me. I know that it will be forever till I find one who will love me for me...so Ill just...I don't know. But all I know is that this is gunna take a long time for me to heal from all of this bullshit that i've been going through.

Thats all i wanted to mini rant about. I would write now...but I can't find the words at the moment.

later