...close your eyes
Hey been a while. I'm less bitter about the break up. for one Josh and I talked the other day and we talked things over. I think it was me just being pissed so much at him and shite like that. I don't know what makes a person want, or feel the need to cheat. I don't think I'll never know that feeling. I have never cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend in my life, nor have I thought about it. I guess it's just not my nature. If you can say it in that way... And with Josh and I talking I have accepted his gifts, as a friend. He bought me the Crow DVD box set as I said before and now I have found out he got me the Elvish Love Ring (some of my friends knew that he was going to be giving me this as an engagement ring, I will not accept it as that). Josh and I are going to try to be freinds when the steam from my end totally blows over. He totally admitted that he cheated on me with Becca and they are a item. I'm happy for him, she's closer to his age and they seem to have a lot more in common. I'm finally getting happy with my life. Happy with my family, my friends, my work even. Speaking of friends...Diane I will kill you, lol. But I love you so much. I can't wait to do some ass-kick boot stompin' and dancing to teeny bopper music, hahaha. You are one crazy chica and if you ever change that, I will be greatly saddened. I love you, a lot. You friendship means everything to me. I still have yet to see you face to face, but you are my best friend and I cherish everytime I get to speak to you, on the phone or on-line. You are the greatest freind and the best little sister...I could not ask for more. Amie, I love you too. Never change you two...
Today, it's girls day out. My mom and I are going to see "The Passion of The Christ". I'm not big up on religion but the movie looks interesting. Plus, I dragged my mom into seeing Master and Commander and I made her watch the Extended versions of Lord of the Rings : The Fellowship of the Ring, as well as Two Towers. =). I think I can handle this movie. Then were going to see my aunt Vickie and help her move into a new place, and I get a new computer chair out of it. Im buing it from my aunt's girlfriend, Paula. That's who she's moving in with. a $300 chair for $20, that's a deal =D. Then mom and I have a date with Oscar tonight. I'm really excited for tonights show. "Master and Commander" is nominated for 10 awards and "Return of the King" is nominated for 11, and both for best picture (I still want ROTK to win, hehe).
I bought "Resivor Dogs" yesterday, I have not seen that movie in like 7 years or so. So that's going to be great watching that again. And I got a new CD, it's HARD Rock. By a band called Avenged Sevenfold. The music is a toss up of hard Hoobastank meets Pantera. It's really hard to explain. So far fave tracks are "Chapter Four" and "I Won't see you Tonight Part 1". Insanely good CD...
I love my kitties too...my blossom was being so cute earlier...I was sitting on my bed earlier and he came scratching on the door (well pawing to get in) so I let him in and I sit back down and I start reading again, he meows at me and hops up on the bed and lays in my lap. He kept on pawing up at my book, I think motioning me to put it down, so I can give him kitty loving. I love that cat. He's my fat bastard...then Tobi yesterday was being a little putz, me and my brother were movig the dresser from the hall to the living room, he kept on jumping in the cubby hole drawers and hopping out. That was not helping me and Ken out AT ALL! So I grabbed Tobi and put him in my room, and then I opended the door when Ken and I finshed, and I didn't see him, then I went to go sit in my chair infront of my comp and then something attacks my toes from under my bed. Tobi is an idiot cat, he bolts for the door and ends up crashing into it *slaps her own head*. Then I let him out and he runs around the house a few times. He is a strange kitten.
But I think that is enough for now...
Ill write later.
~Wendster~
PS I won the other night drinking, J came in second. And Allie only handeled like 3 shots, I snickered at that =D.
Today, it's girls day out. My mom and I are going to see "The Passion of The Christ". I'm not big up on religion but the movie looks interesting. Plus, I dragged my mom into seeing Master and Commander and I made her watch the Extended versions of Lord of the Rings : The Fellowship of the Ring, as well as Two Towers. =). I think I can handle this movie. Then were going to see my aunt Vickie and help her move into a new place, and I get a new computer chair out of it. Im buing it from my aunt's girlfriend, Paula. That's who she's moving in with. a $300 chair for $20, that's a deal =D. Then mom and I have a date with Oscar tonight. I'm really excited for tonights show. "Master and Commander" is nominated for 10 awards and "Return of the King" is nominated for 11, and both for best picture (I still want ROTK to win, hehe).
I bought "Resivor Dogs" yesterday, I have not seen that movie in like 7 years or so. So that's going to be great watching that again. And I got a new CD, it's HARD Rock. By a band called Avenged Sevenfold. The music is a toss up of hard Hoobastank meets Pantera. It's really hard to explain. So far fave tracks are "Chapter Four" and "I Won't see you Tonight Part 1". Insanely good CD...
I love my kitties too...my blossom was being so cute earlier...I was sitting on my bed earlier and he came scratching on the door (well pawing to get in) so I let him in and I sit back down and I start reading again, he meows at me and hops up on the bed and lays in my lap. He kept on pawing up at my book, I think motioning me to put it down, so I can give him kitty loving. I love that cat. He's my fat bastard...then Tobi yesterday was being a little putz, me and my brother were movig the dresser from the hall to the living room, he kept on jumping in the cubby hole drawers and hopping out. That was not helping me and Ken out AT ALL! So I grabbed Tobi and put him in my room, and then I opended the door when Ken and I finshed, and I didn't see him, then I went to go sit in my chair infront of my comp and then something attacks my toes from under my bed. Tobi is an idiot cat, he bolts for the door and ends up crashing into it *slaps her own head*. Then I let him out and he runs around the house a few times. He is a strange kitten.
But I think that is enough for now...
Ill write later.
~Wendster~
PS I won the other night drinking, J came in second. And Allie only handeled like 3 shots, I snickered at that =D.