Note to Self - Bitch please, get over your drama.
Ok, ignore my wangsty PMS post from yesterday. After working out today and releasing some happy making endorphins I was able to think more clearly on this work/money/poverty situation.
Truth is, I've been in worse spots pre-con. I mean I was freakin' arrested in 05 a month prior and STILL managed to head a workshop at Otakon, come home and get my case dropped. Oh for people new to this flist, yes, I've been arrested. It was fun times. Akin to swimming in razor blades.
But really, I've been in worse financial binds. I called one of the three companies that I have student loans through and put forbearance on July because regardless of anything coming up I wouldn't be able to pay my bill next week. And really, so what I can't buy shiny things? Never did past 3 years and it won't stop me from having fun. And I mean I really shouldn't worry about food money as my food is supposedly going to be paid for by a certain staffer who shall not be named who owes me. And even if they don't come through, there's Con Suite.
As for my other bills, just going have to not spend any uneccessary money until I'm squared away.
Guh. Ok. Unless I have good reasons, outstanding reasons, you all have permission...in fact I'm asking...comment-slap sense into me if I ever put myself in these positions again.
Srsly. Go tough love on my ass.
Now, will Jill call me so we can hang tonight...hmmmmmmm. Don't wanna sit on ass. At all. Hmmm.
Truth is, I've been in worse spots pre-con. I mean I was freakin' arrested in 05 a month prior and STILL managed to head a workshop at Otakon, come home and get my case dropped. Oh for people new to this flist, yes, I've been arrested. It was fun times. Akin to swimming in razor blades.
But really, I've been in worse financial binds. I called one of the three companies that I have student loans through and put forbearance on July because regardless of anything coming up I wouldn't be able to pay my bill next week. And really, so what I can't buy shiny things? Never did past 3 years and it won't stop me from having fun. And I mean I really shouldn't worry about food money as my food is supposedly going to be paid for by a certain staffer who shall not be named who owes me. And even if they don't come through, there's Con Suite.
As for my other bills, just going have to not spend any uneccessary money until I'm squared away.
Guh. Ok. Unless I have good reasons, outstanding reasons, you all have permission...in fact I'm asking...comment-slap sense into me if I ever put myself in these positions again.
Srsly. Go tough love on my ass.
Now, will Jill call me so we can hang tonight...hmmmmmmm. Don't wanna sit on ass. At all. Hmmm.