Oct 17, 2007 23:05
Thank you everyone who responded to my blog or even just tried to cheer me up. It has really helped. It has shown to me who really does care about me and I am so thankful for you all. My mood has been improving but there is still a lot of tension in the air. For those of you who don't know, my friend Sara and I have not been on good terms. We are trying to work everything out but it is complicated and stressful so it has been hard on us both.
Besides this, I have been really thinking on my life and have been trying to make some changes, mostly to my attitude. I don't really think of these as changes though. It is mostly trying to stay on track with being the person God wants me to be. I want to stop being someone for everyone else and just be me. I have felt ashamed to be me and hate that. So I have been gaining a more positive outlook on life, myself, and others.
Again THANK YOU all for being there for me..it is hard for me be ok with who I am...but I like the direction I am going so I just ask for everyone to keep supporting me and to be able to see my point of view before judging (this is a big thing I am trying to do more to become a more understanding person.)
~Silver_Duck~
thank you,
sara,
god