Warning...another strongly charged post...Not in a great mood

[silver_duck]

OK so lately I have wanted to just go numb... go completely introverted. My social life seems to have taken a nose dive and this is making me extremely unhappy. I have needed to get things done in my life and as many of you know, when I am upset or unhappy I tend to stay and dwell on those feelings (hence, getting nothing done). I have been

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[x_lostnfound_x]

Something that's always been really hard for me to grasp is that God wants us to expect great things from ourselves/others/God (sounds ironic because I think I'm a pretty optimistic person). This seems like it will set us up for disappointment when in fact I'm starting to see that in a lot of ways it opens up opportunities that we could never plan for otherwise. NOT actively expecting good things puts me in a perpetual state of a being in a mood bordering depression. It took me a long time to even notice that. Yeah, having expectations can be just as frustrating, but it's focused on progression rather than prevention. Life can be a downer and it's stressful when it seems to just be like that all the time. I'm sure I can't entirely relate to you but it sounds like you need some rejuvenation and aren't sure where and how to go about getting it... that I can certainly relate to. I also think I really get the emotion you're trying to describe in relation to what you said about not being heard by people. I hope this applies. We should talk

[whatshockey]

I can definitely relate. I used to feel this way all the time for a while. If you ever need to talk, honestly, just send me an email. It might take me a while to get back to you, but I will get back to you. I really hope everything works out.