tried to update yesterday...
Yeah. It seems that I wasn't allowed to post. lost the whole thing. Anyway. I'm still in limbo with the whole Jaysen situation. He says he loves me, but I 'm still very insecure about it as he still is living with, and loving, Peg. I know Polyamorous means loving more than one person. I just see so much manipulation coming from her it puts me on edge. I've just maintained being his friend and support. If things go south, it won't be because I stuck my nose into their relationship. Well, on another note.....I've got to somehow manage the funds and get a bunch of stuff paid on my meager wages. Ack. Tired, as I haven't been to bed yet. Ciao.