Equinox
The first day of Autumn is fast approaching. I went to a rite for it yesterday...it was nice. I had to shut down a small part of myself to deal with seeing Peg and Jaysen together all day. I 'm not sure what bothers me more....them being all touchy, or her keeping a foot of space between them when I know he wants to hold and touch and kiss. I know I can give him that. So, I am sitting here, eating chili and pondering how soon I can get my butt out of here. I got a ticket last night on the way home, for having expired tags...I told him my situation, and he told me what I can do....as he handed me the ticket. The man was gorgeous. I understand , he's just doing his job. I came home and immediately had my mother jump all over me , telling me my religion is a dreamworld and the sooner I get out of it, the better my life will be. I just turned and walked away. I didn't tell her what I wanted to, which was that my life will be better the sooner I get out of this HOUSE! Makes me wish I weren't a nice person...or else I'd...oh....better not to even think of it. Ciao.