I'm sitting in the office of a small used car lot in Muncie, Indiana. This is the last place I would have expected to find myself even two weeks ago. But, life is like that ( Read more... )

I'll think I'm doing fine, and then some stupid thing will be said, or I'll see something, and all of the sudden some memory comes back to me, and it makes me just want to cry. Stupid. Why do I always want what I just can't have? Or should I be asking why the hell I can't have what I want? Either way, it's out of my hands. And yes, I'm talking ( Read more... )

I'm safely in Indiana. I am miserable here. I had a job interview Tuesday. I thought it went well. But I am overqualified. They said there would be some second interviews, and that they wanted their decision by Friday. I never got a call for the second interview. So I guess that is that. Still unemployed. Still miss my grandpa (terribly ( Read more... )

Two days until the move back to Indiana. I'm happy to be back among friends and family and devastated that I am leaving my ex behind. Even though, at this point, my complete spazzing has made him attempt to stay the hell away as much as possible. 2 days and I'll be out of his hair for good, and I'm sure he's ready to throw a party over it. Yes ( Read more... )