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so its sunday and i have a lot to do. this weekend has been awesome. jess came down and i got to see ben and les mis. i saw some people from the library...it just feels so nice to be around good people for a change. It was so nice to see everyone at the play...it was a full house and everyone stood up at the end and clapped and i know im dumb but its so nice to see that people still have some good in them. My mom is decorating for christmas already and im cleaning my room and the house is clean...nothing can go wrong today and i like knowing that. i probably just cursed myself but hey. things are getting better and its pretty good. i just need to start learning how to balance work and school but im not worried. i should be fine. i need to make an appointment with my guidance counselor though...ive been needing to do that for a few years now. oh well...so things are good and i must be getting back to cleaning.