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I moved here two months ago.
I weighed around 145 lbs.
I now weigh 122.
My ex has never told me I was skinny, and last night he told me I was down right anorexic.
We had sex last night, and he actually was able to throw me around like I was weightless.
I liked it, no..I loved it.
and really, it should scare me, but it doesn't..this anorexia thing. I've been dealing with it for years..I don't want attention, I don't need attention..I just love being able to fit into clothes again, feeling sexy and beautiful.
I really want to be a model...have wanted to for years.
I love having my picture taken.
I'm such a sexual deviant, but I'm no whore.
I'm only a sexual deviant when it comes to Ty.
Only him..
What have I become...
Why am I okay with this?
I weighed around 145 lbs.
I now weigh 122.
My ex has never told me I was skinny, and last night he told me I was down right anorexic.
We had sex last night, and he actually was able to throw me around like I was weightless.
I liked it, no..I loved it.
and really, it should scare me, but it doesn't..this anorexia thing. I've been dealing with it for years..I don't want attention, I don't need attention..I just love being able to fit into clothes again, feeling sexy and beautiful.
I really want to be a model...have wanted to for years.
I love having my picture taken.
I'm such a sexual deviant, but I'm no whore.
I'm only a sexual deviant when it comes to Ty.
Only him..
What have I become...
Why am I okay with this?