man...
how many hours am i going to go without eating?
all I've eaten today was two pieces of bread with a tomatoe and lettuce in between in...i just picked up the phone to order soup from olive garden, and i hung up as soon as they answered, because the guilt of eaten swiftly came upon me again...how long is this going to last??
i dont know how long i can go on like this...before i turn into a twig...people are already calling me a twig for fuck's sake...and i dont want to be that..i mean i dont think i can be..im too curvaceous really..oh well...we'll see..eating once a day, and barely at that is okay i guess...and even so, i make myself eat that one time...
what am i doing to myself..who am im trying to prove myself worthy to..
all I've eaten today was two pieces of bread with a tomatoe and lettuce in between in...i just picked up the phone to order soup from olive garden, and i hung up as soon as they answered, because the guilt of eaten swiftly came upon me again...how long is this going to last??
i dont know how long i can go on like this...before i turn into a twig...people are already calling me a twig for fuck's sake...and i dont want to be that..i mean i dont think i can be..im too curvaceous really..oh well...we'll see..eating once a day, and barely at that is okay i guess...and even so, i make myself eat that one time...
what am i doing to myself..who am im trying to prove myself worthy to..