i forgot what it was like to have like a lot of people who really care about you that you can just chill with whenever and accept you for who you are.
i have that here
its awesome
i fucking love it here
and the people
and all of it
and ok so the spanish sucks balls but whatever

so yes
that is my life
fantasticness

i love life
:D

i have officially gone crazy. i am paranoid and self obsessed and convinced that everyone hates me and is out to get me. i can feel myself being difficult and i immidiately hate myself for being difficult and then dont understand why anyone would ever be able to stand me and then fall into a frothy pit of self loathing. its really not a good cycle ( Read more... )

LEAVE ME ALONE FOR CRYING OUT LOUD IF I SUCK THAT MUCH STOP TELLING ME AND LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ( Read more... )

im in india. I have a boyfriend. Sort of. I think he thinks we are fuck buddies. Not that we fuck or anything, but you know the same general idea. Things with me and mercedes are "complicated." i was planning on killing myself this weekend, but my "boyfriend" cheered me up. He is tall and white and ugly, but i think hes cute. His name is david. I ( Read more... )

i just have 1 hindi oral
1 hindi final
1 math test
1 mini mock take home physics final
1 chem test

AND THEN IM DONE!

woot!

2 more days of school
then one more week til home!

is tomorrow
i hurt my leg real damn bad
which sucks
im still doing 800, hurdles, relay and high jump

i hope i dont kill my leg...

i am on

and mercedes
his name is Garab

woohoo

i like it here
but home makes it so much more complicated...

at the lack of ( Read more... )

so
even though you all may not be my friends very soon do to a certain freshman who i will not name
you should send me stuff now

i have to go
send me stuff to decorate my room
eg
pictures
kk

i love mercedes
bye

i have an essay on the similarities between the matrix and christ in relation to metaphysical questions due in like an hour!

i didnt even know about it until like right now!

fuck it
i dont care