FUCK LIFE!!!!!
why the fuck does life have to BE like this?!?!!? i really truly dont understand... I juss wanna fucking sit here and cry.. and i feel like an idiot because... just... UGH!!! seriously...
<33* "i dont wanna fall to pieces, i just wanna sit and stare at you" <33*
okay.. so like two days ago, Jeff called me... and he was telling me how he thinks about me all the time, and when he found out that i was moving back, he decided he would move back too... just for me.. and how im the coolest girl hes ever met, and how when he moved to florida, how he figured that he would find at least ONE girl down there that was like me.. but he said out of everyone he met there, he figured i was definitely one of a kind... and how sometimes he questioned if it was possible for perfection in people and i was thinking.. is this kid BULLSHITTING?!?! or does he REALLY care about me this much.. and i just honestly, DONT know what to do about myself right now... cuz my feelings are kinda hurt that im SO stupid about certain things, and at the same time, im completely understanding... (makes no sense.. sorry)... so i was sittin ALL day that day, questioning my feelings about everything, and wondering, WTF is going on inside my head???!?!!?!?!?!?!? because, truly, i dont really understand.
whatever... imma end this and try to calm the fuck down.
<33* "i dont wanna fall to pieces, i just wanna sit and stare at you" <33*
okay.. so like two days ago, Jeff called me... and he was telling me how he thinks about me all the time, and when he found out that i was moving back, he decided he would move back too... just for me.. and how im the coolest girl hes ever met, and how when he moved to florida, how he figured that he would find at least ONE girl down there that was like me.. but he said out of everyone he met there, he figured i was definitely one of a kind... and how sometimes he questioned if it was possible for perfection in people and i was thinking.. is this kid BULLSHITTING?!?! or does he REALLY care about me this much.. and i just honestly, DONT know what to do about myself right now... cuz my feelings are kinda hurt that im SO stupid about certain things, and at the same time, im completely understanding... (makes no sense.. sorry)... so i was sittin ALL day that day, questioning my feelings about everything, and wondering, WTF is going on inside my head???!?!!?!?!?!?!? because, truly, i dont really understand.
whatever... imma end this and try to calm the fuck down.