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<33* last night was quite possibly the worst night of my life... saying goodbye was hard as fuck, seriously.
<33* I fight with my dad askin if i can wait ONE more day, and he starts screamin at me and makin the BIGGEST deal out of it... just so that this morning he can call me and tell me that theres gonna be like hella thunderstorms the whole way there and he doesnt want me to drive today...
<33* and also that i cant hang out with anyone today
<33* seriously, fuck that.
<33* -this is harder than i thought-
<33* to be COMPLETELY honest, im kinda glad im moving, and i kinda wish i was doin so today... just cuz, i dont wanna deal with shit, and i said the hardest goodbyes EVER last nite, and cried my eyes out till i gave myself a headache...
<33* i dont understand myself sometimes... honestly, i just wish i could open up my brain and figure out what the FUCK goes on in there...
<33* gas station buddies
<33* so i fall asleep tonight, cuz that makes me closer to you
<33* blaaah
<33* i think i shall just sleeeep the day away...
<33* and also ... imma end this.. =(
<33* I fight with my dad askin if i can wait ONE more day, and he starts screamin at me and makin the BIGGEST deal out of it... just so that this morning he can call me and tell me that theres gonna be like hella thunderstorms the whole way there and he doesnt want me to drive today...
<33* and also that i cant hang out with anyone today
<33* seriously, fuck that.
<33* -this is harder than i thought-
<33* to be COMPLETELY honest, im kinda glad im moving, and i kinda wish i was doin so today... just cuz, i dont wanna deal with shit, and i said the hardest goodbyes EVER last nite, and cried my eyes out till i gave myself a headache...
<33* i dont understand myself sometimes... honestly, i just wish i could open up my brain and figure out what the FUCK goes on in there...
<33* gas station buddies
<33* so i fall asleep tonight, cuz that makes me closer to you
<33* blaaah
<33* i think i shall just sleeeep the day away...
<33* and also ... imma end this.. =(