About disappointments and let-downs.
So, okay, yeah... ouch. Way to boost up my confidence spn_j2_bigbang. Or you know... not.
My last art post I made for pigeongirl99's story (which is located HERE, in case some of you missed it for some reason), which I posted on monday morning, got the grand total of 3 comments (One of which was made by my author).
Picture this. I make my post on monday morning, not really expecting to get much feedback until the master post is made at the spn_j2_bigbang community monday evening. So, after having a long day of work on tuesday, I log into my email account in the evening, at least 24 hours after the post has gone live at the bigbang community, to look at the comments and brighten up my day some. Only to find nothing, not one comment. Which, with me being really tired, hit me hard. So yes, I cried. Especially after checking out the art-posts made after I posted mine, and seeing that they did receive comments. (I even saw a comment from someone of my friendslist who still hasn't commented on either of my art-posts. And yes, that hurts. Very much so.)
Seriously, did I do something wrong? Is my art so hideous, or horrible, that it doesn't deserve any praise or feedback? I spend a fucking long time working on it, and I was proud of it, still am, by the way. So I really, really don't get why nobody can take a few seconds to leave me some feedback. I put my fucking heart and soul in every drawing that I make, and it almost feels like I'm getting it thrown back into my face. Like I'm giving and giving and not getting anything back.
I'm actually not really sure if I'll be singing up again next year. This year has been to big of a let-down. Don't get me wrong, up and until posting, things have been a blast. magicletters and pigeongirl99 are awesome people, and they've made the experience once again an awesome one. But I'm not sure I can handle another let down like the one I'm having now.
I just.. Yeah, I don't know.
My last art post I made for pigeongirl99's story (which is located HERE, in case some of you missed it for some reason), which I posted on monday morning, got the grand total of 3 comments (One of which was made by my author).
Picture this. I make my post on monday morning, not really expecting to get much feedback until the master post is made at the spn_j2_bigbang community monday evening. So, after having a long day of work on tuesday, I log into my email account in the evening, at least 24 hours after the post has gone live at the bigbang community, to look at the comments and brighten up my day some. Only to find nothing, not one comment. Which, with me being really tired, hit me hard. So yes, I cried. Especially after checking out the art-posts made after I posted mine, and seeing that they did receive comments. (I even saw a comment from someone of my friendslist who still hasn't commented on either of my art-posts. And yes, that hurts. Very much so.)
Seriously, did I do something wrong? Is my art so hideous, or horrible, that it doesn't deserve any praise or feedback? I spend a fucking long time working on it, and I was proud of it, still am, by the way. So I really, really don't get why nobody can take a few seconds to leave me some feedback. I put my fucking heart and soul in every drawing that I make, and it almost feels like I'm getting it thrown back into my face. Like I'm giving and giving and not getting anything back.
I'm actually not really sure if I'll be singing up again next year. This year has been to big of a let-down. Don't get me wrong, up and until posting, things have been a blast. magicletters and pigeongirl99 are awesome people, and they've made the experience once again an awesome one. But I'm not sure I can handle another let down like the one I'm having now.
I just.. Yeah, I don't know.