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So... I might get to see Jenn sometime before September... maybe...
I thought knowing at least a ballpark date might make me feel better - I was wrong. This is getting really painful...
I walked around town today trying to get my mind off things but to no avail. Whenever I saw a couple kissing, hugging, holding hands, or just walking and talking... I thought of Jenn and it seemed everyone was out today; with it being the weekend I wasn't really surprised. I even tried to drive down the Columbia Gorge stopping first at the Multnomah Falls and then continuing on to Hood River, OR for a spot of lunch at one of my favorite pizza places... it did me no good. My mind was still occupied by my longing for Jenn... I don’t know what to do about this... I've never dealt with this feeling before.
I've been thinking about the possibility of moving to Ohio all day. Maybe that will be the only way I'll be able to be with her in a manageable amount of time.
Ugh... somehow I knew this would happen... I knew I would fall for her... hard. My mother even told me that I would feel like this and yet I didn't listen. But don't get me wrong... I'm glad I found Jenn... I just don't know what to do now.
Tomorrow is a rehearsal for my pirate acting group. I'm afraid I won’t be very useful with all of this on my mind.
I thought knowing at least a ballpark date might make me feel better - I was wrong. This is getting really painful...
I walked around town today trying to get my mind off things but to no avail. Whenever I saw a couple kissing, hugging, holding hands, or just walking and talking... I thought of Jenn and it seemed everyone was out today; with it being the weekend I wasn't really surprised. I even tried to drive down the Columbia Gorge stopping first at the Multnomah Falls and then continuing on to Hood River, OR for a spot of lunch at one of my favorite pizza places... it did me no good. My mind was still occupied by my longing for Jenn... I don’t know what to do about this... I've never dealt with this feeling before.
I've been thinking about the possibility of moving to Ohio all day. Maybe that will be the only way I'll be able to be with her in a manageable amount of time.
Ugh... somehow I knew this would happen... I knew I would fall for her... hard. My mother even told me that I would feel like this and yet I didn't listen. But don't get me wrong... I'm glad I found Jenn... I just don't know what to do now.
Tomorrow is a rehearsal for my pirate acting group. I'm afraid I won’t be very useful with all of this on my mind.