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Feb 23, 2006 17:25

it angers me. people complain about how hard school is, how unfair life is, how much prettier, thinner, richer, well-off they'd like to be but when theyr given a chance they just throw it away, shrug it off, make excuses.
he hated school, so didnt even consider going onto college, and to mine and the rest of the world's suprise at age 21 he owns a .5 million $ company. he busted his ass to get as far as he is today, gave up on most partying, drinking, drugs, friends, and even relationships with women so he can dedicate himself to his work, his company, his money. he was doing so well, he was so motivated, concentrated, so ... so.. admirable; untill NOW!
he's out getting "REALLY FUCKED UP" and its only 5pm. he sais he's closing the shop tomorow, therefore for one WHOLE 24 hours he will stop business, production, selling, making money - something that hasnt happened since he started the business. what happened to 15 hour work days? waht happened to overnight workloads, waht happened to "i'm not friends with girls, because i dont have the time, and i am for sure not in relationships with people because i couldnt fit it in my schedule,"?. i hate this new girl in his life, shes a bad influence. it isnt jealousy, i couldn't be conserned about that less because i know that no matter waht if i show up at his housein his bed with no clothes on he'd bone me anytime. it isnt that. it's just that shes a wild girl. a lost girl. she has no real career, school doesnt matter to her, and all she wants to do is party, drink, get high and have a good time. and apperantly she wants him to do so with her but he shouldn't! he should realise how thats an evil distraction that needs to be overlooked.
she'll never marry him. she'll never take care of his apartment. she'll never care enough about him. she'll never make a room in her heart for him. and im afraid that he ALL READY HAS done so for her!

i would like to save him, but you cant save anybody w/o saving yourself first!
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