Jan 24, 2005 07:48
This has been the worst year of my life.
Or, at least, the most unsuccessful by conventional accounts.
And I'm approaching it all now
like a Ranger left stranded in the thick jungles of enemy territory.
My eyes don't shine these days.
They're blood-shot.
I'm not a romantic anymore.
I'm a wolf.
My politics have taken a turn for the nasty and uncompromising.
And I don't know if I'm to find the cure for this
comically predictable angst
in a bottle of beer or a warm embrace
or what.
I don't know.
But in the meantime,
I'm sharpening my poems
and I'm stabbing blindly,
stabbing until I hear something rip
or until someone lets me out of this fucking cage.