Getting to know me...

[silentvirgo82]

Well, I never had a journal before and I figured it may be interesting to document my life. No, I don’t plan on people reading it, but merely for me to reflect back in time as weeks, months and years pass and see where my life takes me. I am a firm believer that every action no matter how slight has an immense consequence (kinda like The

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[xloveisforkeeps]

wow... i haven't cried like that in a while. i really didn't know that you felt that strongly... i mean i knew you loved me as much as i did you, but i had never heard you say things like that... i'm speechless.

OMG

[silentvirgo82]

I'm as speechless as you are... I didn't know you would read this. Not that I don't want you to or anything like that. Just caught off guard. Well, now that you have read it and there's really no way of me avoiding it I feel I owe it to you to tell you that I really do swear to it and stand by every word I wrote; this is how I feel. I just wish you could feel the same love you felt when it all first started between us.

Do you remember that night when we were at 808 with Alex and all of your girls and you almost said it to me for the first time but stopped your self at "I Lo--..."? Then that night when we were alone laying on the futon (spelling?) I looked deep into your eyes and told you that I loved you. That right there was my single most favorite memory of us, seeing your face light up with such happiness and passion.

I don't know why I'm actually telling you this. I guess you really never do fully appriciate someone until they're gone. I realize now how much I took you for granted.