A brief rant is brief

[silentside]

durrr...

I really dislike that I'm slow. In all bloody aspects, especially writing and drawubg. I also feel pathetic I have to poke people that I updated. And sometimes they forget. And I feel even more pathetic why I poke them to begin with. I can't get that eager responses any more like zomg really really awesome can't wait to see more. I feel

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[pasifik]

Being fast can be overrated. I've frozen my computers multiple times because I'm doing too many things at once too quickly and it can't catch up with my clicking. I once did two weeks of office work in two days - while I was working as a temp somewhere where I was only hired for those two weeks to do that work (I nearly put myself out of a job).

You sound like you're pretty busy. I usually get that way before a convention. It's like everything shuts down, I ask no questions and just do. It's the reason I got sick after several conventions - it all caught up to men in the end.

Ah reunions...I am purposely avoiding my 10 year one. I just don't feel I have anything to really tell then. Most of the people I know have actual careers and are married. That's how it is: either you have a career or you have a family. Anything else seems unacceptable, even if it does make you happy. I can globe trot all I want; they'll still think "she's just running away from life" or "she hasn't settled down yet" or something like that. Although, with facebook, if they really cared, they'd know how I was doing anyway.

You may be having that "quarter life crisis"; where you're not doing what you thought you'd be doing at your age and you're like WTF is wrong with me and why is everyone else doing what they want to do. Lots of people go through that. I had mine at ages 25-27.

It's cool; don't stress about the Pirihon. You have a lot on your hands already.

[silentside]

yesss quarter-life crisis indeed >_>' I start having mine about when I was 22 and I was stuck in Jersey baby sitting cousins Dx (some of them inspired some scenes in the fic btw xD)

Uh, I would love to have some hand on the pirihon :| I need a nice warm up for a pirihon request anyway which have been since april xD i have only a tiny bit of an idea how that pair will work D8 I can part some brain farts similarly in note form, which is atm i can do <3