A brief rant is brief
durrr...
I really dislike that I'm slow. In all bloody aspects, especially writing and drawubg. I also feel pathetic I have to poke people that I updated. And sometimes they forget. And I feel even more pathetic why I poke them to begin with. I can't get that eager responses any more like zomg really really awesome can't wait to see more. I feel like I make people obligated to analyze or whatever my crap.
which also makes me even slower, unmotivated and meh.
also a lot of things, so little time aaahh such as dance practice, more outfits contests ehh. But I also want to write ;A;
i should also stop stalking comments for srs :T because it makes me feel even more terrible.
which is why I hardly hardly comment on people's pages unless its necessary.
Man I need to attend inner wellness seminars @_@
EDIT: Well it seems I'm not as lousy as I think I am. When I go browse through the collab and realized I...subliminally written in my frustration in general in it.
Those who immediately recognized this gets one big massive mochi of their choice.
I really dislike that I'm slow. In all bloody aspects, especially writing and drawubg. I also feel pathetic I have to poke people that I updated. And sometimes they forget. And I feel even more pathetic why I poke them to begin with. I can't get that eager responses any more like zomg really really awesome can't wait to see more. I feel like I make people obligated to analyze or whatever my crap.
which also makes me even slower, unmotivated and meh.
also a lot of things, so little time aaahh such as dance practice, more outfits contests ehh. But I also want to write ;A;
i should also stop stalking comments for srs :T because it makes me feel even more terrible.
which is why I hardly hardly comment on people's pages unless its necessary.
Man I need to attend inner wellness seminars @_@
EDIT: Well it seems I'm not as lousy as I think I am. When I go browse through the collab and realized I...subliminally written in my frustration in general in it.
Those who immediately recognized this gets one big massive mochi of their choice.