I woke up late today, about 11:30. I spent most of my day at Aaron’s place hanging out with his entire family for his mom’s birthday. It was fun, although I feel somewhat out of place. It’s weird and I am sure it’s all in my head, but I can’t help but think that they don’t accept me as much because I am not Mormon. Almost like, if I was I would be closer and considered “more a part of the family.” It is probably totally ridiculous but its just one of those nagging annoying little thoughts. I asked Aaron today, if he ever wishes that I was a Mormon, and he said no way. I really want Aaron to become a Christian. I think in time he will. He just isn’t thinking about religious issues at this point in his life, but when he does, I hope that he doesn’t decide to establish his faith in the Mormon religion.
We went to Mission Trails for about a half hour, to kill some time before dinner. That place is so amazing it reminds me of when I was younger and I would spend hours in the canyon behind my house with all my friends. I kept thinking how amazing it would have been to have grown up next to something like this.
The guys that stood us up the other night called today, to give somewhat of an apology. I’m still pissed and totally reassured that they aren’t interesting in making new friends, just trying to get some ass. They said something along the line of “uuuhhh sorry, I fell asleep.” However, I would bet my left arm that if it was myself, elise, and quinn who were the only ones going, they would have been there promptly at 10 o’clock.
Tonight I re-decorated my entire bathroom, even though it’s the size of a small prison cell it looks amazing now (quinn just walked into my room and flashed me) it’s all bright and colorful with this awesome silk butterfly shower curtain. Bright white and blue towels, some plants, and new shelf and towel holder. I should seriously think about establishing some sort of career in interior design.
Krissy is coming down tomorrow for the entire week. I'm nervous, why i don't know. it's going to be wierd seeing her. we are such differnt people now.
Well I am going to read some friends journal and then go to bed, I have a long day at the office tomorrow, and then Spanish uhhh…such wonderful things to look forward to.