Mar 16, 2005 11:28
I haven’t really been doing anything lately. That’s not to say 3 months ago wasn’t hectic, exhausting and insane. But at the moment I am being relatively lazy. I forgot how much I actually missed writing in this journal to myself. it’s so helpful just to get everything you want to say no matter what it is off your mind. .rawr.
Sometimes I am the happiest person in the world. And in a second it changes. I’m so, so angry my body is shaking and all I want to do is scream and throw things, it’s insane. And then comes the sadness in which I would rather die than do anything. I hate it. It doesn’t happen to often maybe once a month if that but it’s really hard not to react on any of the emotions. You shouldn’t have to be scared of yourself….. no one should.
I would say I am going crazy but I already know I am so pfft. No, not really I hope… I have found an addiction to ice cream sundaes… it’s not good. Oh so not good. But just writing about them makes me want to have one.
Rainbow sprinkles do not get enough credit… not enough at all!!
My new aim name is: pirate halo