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So I took my chance to calm down after whatever drama happened on IRC. You know, calmed down, evaluated the situation with a calm, clear mind. I know I overreacted, but that tends to happen when people get upset. So, like anyone would, I went to apologize for freaking out. Apparently that's not allowed.
Because I got banned again. THANKS! Fucking, I take my chance to organize myself, and this is what I get? I guess I really was disowned, and I guess I really wasn't overreacting. Thanks a lot.
I don't know why I bother sometimes, it seems I'm unwelcome everywhere on IRC. Don't know why I bothered to come back, or apologize, or anything. I guess I'm out of strikes, game over, no more chances.
Unfuckingbelievable.
No wonder there's so much shit these days, no one understands what family is.
That's cool. I guess I was the only one who depended on my IRC "family" or who even believed it exsisted. Supposed to be my family, hah. I guess I don't have any family at all now, atleast the computer provided me with something close to being cared about.
But whatever. I'm over it. I'll manage to take care of myself. If I don't look after me, no one else will. I don't need anyone to care about me, but me. The end.
Because I got banned again. THANKS! Fucking, I take my chance to organize myself, and this is what I get? I guess I really was disowned, and I guess I really wasn't overreacting. Thanks a lot.
I don't know why I bother sometimes, it seems I'm unwelcome everywhere on IRC. Don't know why I bothered to come back, or apologize, or anything. I guess I'm out of strikes, game over, no more chances.
Unfuckingbelievable.
No wonder there's so much shit these days, no one understands what family is.
That's cool. I guess I was the only one who depended on my IRC "family" or who even believed it exsisted. Supposed to be my family, hah. I guess I don't have any family at all now, atleast the computer provided me with something close to being cared about.
But whatever. I'm over it. I'll manage to take care of myself. If I don't look after me, no one else will. I don't need anyone to care about me, but me. The end.