So, I finally managed to convince them that I was ok to self medicate again. And what's it been... 4 weeks max, and I've screwed up again. I hate taking them, but I hate being monitored even more. And all the negative press that the wonderful little miracle pills have been getting has done nothing to make me feel better about it all ( Read more... )

So yes... again I've been neglecting to write; prefering instead to revel and immerse myself in the words of others. And when I do write, it is not with the power and intensity that once flowed so easily. Even as I write this, there is little of the old constant stream of consciousness; for once I am actually having to think about and work on ( Read more... )

"I live in black and white; I dream in sepia. But I shall die in a blaze of colour."

"I am a dreamer, but when I wake, you can't break my soul, it's my dreams you take ( Read more... )

If this feeling is guilt, then I don't much like it. Well, I don't really like it what ever it is. And coupled with what I suppose is confusion, I feel even worse ( Read more... )

Alliance: Unaffiliated ( Read more... )

The mere whisper of a sigh might pass the red-heads lips as she turned to watch the girl. The words were heard, and had the stranger left her a moment, she might have done as was bid. The rude, brash nature of the other had brushed Serenity the wrong way immediately, as she turned to glare at the intruder. But no words would be uttered; silence was ( Read more... )

The system was much better this year then was it? Bollocks! ~rant rant rant~ I've been doing it most of the day, true, but I'm still upset and pissed off. It seems like they cocked up the phones, and from what I've heard so far, pretty muvh everyone who for through first thing had the same trouble as I did. Tell you anything? (Apart from the fact ( Read more... )

Ring around a roses ( Read more... )

It’s very light out there tonight. That sort of twilight tinge added by the full moon. A romanticism of life, frozen in star light. Twists of trees silhouetted against that deep blue backdrop ( Read more... )