Oct 31, 2004 23:36
Well... I promised myself in pain or not... to update this journal...
so here I am... typing these very words infront of your eyes.. joy...
well... earlier in the week... on wednesday... I had fucked my back... I have no idea how I had done it... but it happened... so I've been in pain practically all week... and because of that... and the concerts this weekend... I had taken 6 panadols and 2 advils within 24 hours... no that apparently is considered as an overdose... Overdose or not... I'm still here arn't I...
Well I've been feeling really numb lately... emotionally and psychically.. and my legs are blue... and its even fucking 27 derees... and I'm wearing winter PJs... usually... I would write atleast half a page to a page worth of whinging... but... I'm not... Me thinks its cause of my back... hurts soooo much.. but... I guess.. thats all the fun in my life I have at this moment of time... I've been contemplating cutting... all day... I dont know...
Now I'm getting nagged... So I guess I'm off.. bai bai...
cassie