Hello, my friend, hello...
well. the one person who reads this informed me im in need of an update. so here i go.
today was the fourth of july and it was celebrated upon with the likes of the chrises, sara, myself, and alissa, of course. it was rather a grand time, cause it was just like everything else we do. we just go with it and see what happens, we n'er really set any definite plans. a night prior to tonight, we planned to go to cave creek and hang out there and watch fireworks, but they canceled them due to the cave creek complex fire... aka MT. DOOM!
it was so much fun, we drove out in the middle of the desert with our bags of chips and snacks and just kicked back. sommer was on the phone most of the time, while hanse, sara, alissa and myself conversed with each other. alissa sounded like scooby doo because she said, "i rust realized" as apposed to the "i just realized," so we all gave her a hard time about it, you kno how all that stuff goes - nothing gets by us without getting made fun of, but its al good :)
after the works of fire, i drove sommer back since he had work tomorrow, and then we were off to the park. we hit up the swings like we always do, and since there was four of us and four swings, there wasn’t anyone to stand up and make fun of alissa's leg, haha. when we went to the jungle jim, sara tried to climb up the slide, but didn’t cause it was wet. chris is at the top of the jungle jim and goes down it, "AHH ITS ALL WET!" we all laughed cause sara had just said that.
after hanging out at the park for a bit, i suggested we go to my place and watch the rest of the camping video, which was concluded after the mazda wreck :/ alls i know is alissa is really anticipating camping with us now, all we need to do is set a date in stone and set one up after EdgeFest (late sept, early oct). i think it'll be so much fun! definitely if we go to the same place, too. i wonder if she'll be able to stop laughing? hmm..
last night sommer fell asleep in my bed, so what hanse and i did was go over to his house and sleep in his bed. we hoped he'd wake up before us and come over and be like WTF, but we woke up before him so he never knew - we dint tell him and don’t plan on it until later when it'll be real funny, haha.
yesterday was alissa's cookout sommer and i went to. we were the last ones there and the last ones to leave, too. it was so much fun. everything her grandma offered me, food wise, i didn’t turn down, i wouldn’t have to eat for another two or three days. it was so good though. i got to see uncle ricky (aka uncle kevin) for the first time since the pointe, hes such an awesome guy haha - guess thats why hes my hero :) eventually though, alissa had to leave us to go join our friend melissa at ASU to experience Phantom of the Opera LIVE on the last day in phx, so sommer and i just hung out and listened to stories from ooma (sp?)
eventually she lets all the lil doggies out so i was happy to get to play with arwyn. she was happy too, you could tell, her ears were all perked up and tail was curled and she was so fun to play with. i swear if i ever were to get a dog, i'd want it to be as sweet as arwyn. eventually though, sommer and i had to leave. it was after EVERYONE else did though. good times, def.
sommer and i went to picked up my mom and saw sahara in the dollar theatre. i think i've had enough of that movie to last me my life. it was such a mess. it was set up like a blockbuster type movie - costing $180 million and not even earning half of that its entire theatrical run - ugh, poor steve zahn, he needs a good movie to come out soon. hes better than this..
Yeah. the day before that sucked.
Alissa was in a weird mood, so i offered to drive up to see her to make her feel better - but instead, she came down to see me. we tried to make plans to do something - but we ended up doing NOTHING and hanging out in my living room. we wanted to go to fashion square mall or something - but sommer needed to fix my moms car and he wouldn’t frikin budge from the computer, "yeah, look at that! its a horse butt!" i don’t know. he was being dumb. alissa was like, "well, if we aren’t gonna do anything - im gonna go back home so i can hangout with my grandma, shes home alone." so i was thinking, GREAT, she drove all the way over here to do NOTHING! finally sommer went out to work on the car and when i thought he'd be done, he came in and said he needed a new part, so alissa had to drive me to home depot so i could buy the part. so we went and after i tried to get thru a place i wasn’t supposed to get thru and made some loud beeping noises, we came back and i just went to my room and laid down. it was like i was with my body in my room, but at the same time, i was everywhere with my mind, where ever it went. it was crazy. it seemed like an out of body experience and it reminded me of donnie darko. i just started getting all the weirdest feelings and stuff. it was like i was emotionless. my mind was going nuts from subject to subject and i think it all had to do with the car accident and war of the world - those two things really shot me back to reality of how life goes and not to take things or people for granted. its like it was like, "dude, do something about it," i don’t know. really weird. i just sat and thought and ended up never really getting out of the state of mind. i just couldn’t keep my mind of what i have and what would happened if i lost what i had. not like MATERIALISTIC stuff - more like people.. like the ones i care for.. pretty much the ones i was with that night... sommer picked me up out of bed, totally unmotivated to do so myself, and ended up falling with me and we both laid on the living room floor for a bit. eventually we got up and went to bahamabreeze. i guess i was being emo - cause frank, sara, sommer, and alissa were giving me a hard time about it - i dunno - it was weird. like i said, i was just emotionless. i didn’t know what to do and what not to do. after the food there, we went to tower where alissa showed me some CRY BABY movie posters which were AMAZING! omg! hanse met us there and he got some CDs. then we all went back to my house where we watched some of the camping video which is prolly we're i finally cracked a smile. but when 1130 came around - everyone went home and i continued my unpleasant night and just sat there. i finally got to do what i wanted to do when i laid down earlier... lay down and end this day.
yeah. like i said. it was weird. but im ok now. it was like the most DOWN day/time i've had probably in the last year and it came over me so kwikly i just stopped. it was like i was paralyzed. but like i said, all is good now and im glad im not being like that, cause i ruined a perfectly good night and i don’t like bad nights, specially if they’re cause of me..
welp i think of typed all i can about what im thinking right now, so until next time, alls i gotta say, is the one thing that sticks out, that will always bring a smile to me, will be:
the sight of alissa placing her hand on sara's shoulder, looking her in the eyes, and then saying, "WEEEOOOWWW!" im going to need to snap a picture of it. i loved it so much :)
today was the fourth of july and it was celebrated upon with the likes of the chrises, sara, myself, and alissa, of course. it was rather a grand time, cause it was just like everything else we do. we just go with it and see what happens, we n'er really set any definite plans. a night prior to tonight, we planned to go to cave creek and hang out there and watch fireworks, but they canceled them due to the cave creek complex fire... aka MT. DOOM!
it was so much fun, we drove out in the middle of the desert with our bags of chips and snacks and just kicked back. sommer was on the phone most of the time, while hanse, sara, alissa and myself conversed with each other. alissa sounded like scooby doo because she said, "i rust realized" as apposed to the "i just realized," so we all gave her a hard time about it, you kno how all that stuff goes - nothing gets by us without getting made fun of, but its al good :)
after the works of fire, i drove sommer back since he had work tomorrow, and then we were off to the park. we hit up the swings like we always do, and since there was four of us and four swings, there wasn’t anyone to stand up and make fun of alissa's leg, haha. when we went to the jungle jim, sara tried to climb up the slide, but didn’t cause it was wet. chris is at the top of the jungle jim and goes down it, "AHH ITS ALL WET!" we all laughed cause sara had just said that.
after hanging out at the park for a bit, i suggested we go to my place and watch the rest of the camping video, which was concluded after the mazda wreck :/ alls i know is alissa is really anticipating camping with us now, all we need to do is set a date in stone and set one up after EdgeFest (late sept, early oct). i think it'll be so much fun! definitely if we go to the same place, too. i wonder if she'll be able to stop laughing? hmm..
last night sommer fell asleep in my bed, so what hanse and i did was go over to his house and sleep in his bed. we hoped he'd wake up before us and come over and be like WTF, but we woke up before him so he never knew - we dint tell him and don’t plan on it until later when it'll be real funny, haha.
yesterday was alissa's cookout sommer and i went to. we were the last ones there and the last ones to leave, too. it was so much fun. everything her grandma offered me, food wise, i didn’t turn down, i wouldn’t have to eat for another two or three days. it was so good though. i got to see uncle ricky (aka uncle kevin) for the first time since the pointe, hes such an awesome guy haha - guess thats why hes my hero :) eventually though, alissa had to leave us to go join our friend melissa at ASU to experience Phantom of the Opera LIVE on the last day in phx, so sommer and i just hung out and listened to stories from ooma (sp?)
eventually she lets all the lil doggies out so i was happy to get to play with arwyn. she was happy too, you could tell, her ears were all perked up and tail was curled and she was so fun to play with. i swear if i ever were to get a dog, i'd want it to be as sweet as arwyn. eventually though, sommer and i had to leave. it was after EVERYONE else did though. good times, def.
sommer and i went to picked up my mom and saw sahara in the dollar theatre. i think i've had enough of that movie to last me my life. it was such a mess. it was set up like a blockbuster type movie - costing $180 million and not even earning half of that its entire theatrical run - ugh, poor steve zahn, he needs a good movie to come out soon. hes better than this..
Yeah. the day before that sucked.
Alissa was in a weird mood, so i offered to drive up to see her to make her feel better - but instead, she came down to see me. we tried to make plans to do something - but we ended up doing NOTHING and hanging out in my living room. we wanted to go to fashion square mall or something - but sommer needed to fix my moms car and he wouldn’t frikin budge from the computer, "yeah, look at that! its a horse butt!" i don’t know. he was being dumb. alissa was like, "well, if we aren’t gonna do anything - im gonna go back home so i can hangout with my grandma, shes home alone." so i was thinking, GREAT, she drove all the way over here to do NOTHING! finally sommer went out to work on the car and when i thought he'd be done, he came in and said he needed a new part, so alissa had to drive me to home depot so i could buy the part. so we went and after i tried to get thru a place i wasn’t supposed to get thru and made some loud beeping noises, we came back and i just went to my room and laid down. it was like i was with my body in my room, but at the same time, i was everywhere with my mind, where ever it went. it was crazy. it seemed like an out of body experience and it reminded me of donnie darko. i just started getting all the weirdest feelings and stuff. it was like i was emotionless. my mind was going nuts from subject to subject and i think it all had to do with the car accident and war of the world - those two things really shot me back to reality of how life goes and not to take things or people for granted. its like it was like, "dude, do something about it," i don’t know. really weird. i just sat and thought and ended up never really getting out of the state of mind. i just couldn’t keep my mind of what i have and what would happened if i lost what i had. not like MATERIALISTIC stuff - more like people.. like the ones i care for.. pretty much the ones i was with that night... sommer picked me up out of bed, totally unmotivated to do so myself, and ended up falling with me and we both laid on the living room floor for a bit. eventually we got up and went to bahamabreeze. i guess i was being emo - cause frank, sara, sommer, and alissa were giving me a hard time about it - i dunno - it was weird. like i said, i was just emotionless. i didn’t know what to do and what not to do. after the food there, we went to tower where alissa showed me some CRY BABY movie posters which were AMAZING! omg! hanse met us there and he got some CDs. then we all went back to my house where we watched some of the camping video which is prolly we're i finally cracked a smile. but when 1130 came around - everyone went home and i continued my unpleasant night and just sat there. i finally got to do what i wanted to do when i laid down earlier... lay down and end this day.
yeah. like i said. it was weird. but im ok now. it was like the most DOWN day/time i've had probably in the last year and it came over me so kwikly i just stopped. it was like i was paralyzed. but like i said, all is good now and im glad im not being like that, cause i ruined a perfectly good night and i don’t like bad nights, specially if they’re cause of me..
welp i think of typed all i can about what im thinking right now, so until next time, alls i gotta say, is the one thing that sticks out, that will always bring a smile to me, will be:
the sight of alissa placing her hand on sara's shoulder, looking her in the eyes, and then saying, "WEEEOOOWWW!" im going to need to snap a picture of it. i loved it so much :)