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Feb 01, 2009 15:37

Went down to the Beach on Friday to see Avenue Q. It was amazing. I want to go again. Spent the night at Steve's. By the time we got there, the party was well under way, and everyone was already drunk. I saw Kim-from-high-school there.

She spent half the night trying to get me to help her break up Razor and his current girl, What's-Her-Face. Apparently, What's-Her-Face is a cheating whore and Kim hates her. Kim believes that if she could convince Razor to break up with What's-Her-Face, Razor would be a lot better off. Kim's big idea for doing this: getting me to convince Razor to break up with What's-Her-Face. Kim believes that for Razor, I'm The-One-That-Got-Away. It's a little hard to believe, considering the fact that, as far as I remember, he didn't do much to keep me around for as much as he apparently wanted me. Either way, Kim believes that I could make him doubt What's-Her-Face and being happy with her enough to leave her.

Now, I'm not really into the whole drama thing anymore. Not since, what, tenth grade? But at the same time, I've also heard things about What's-Her-Face and how she's a bit controlling and isn't above lying for attention, et cetera. But it's still not really my place to get in the middle of all that, is it? The only thing is that I just don't have it in me to not give a damn about one of my exes being stuck in a bad situation. Kim made it sound pretty awful and I feel kinda bad for him. I might call him and play the psychologist; if I'm as special to him as Kim thinks, he might listen to me. Otherwise, I give up and go on with my life.

Oh, yea, and I'm getting tired of this whole crazy life thing. I'm always so busy. For the past few years, I've been so busy that I can't even breathe, let alone remember to eat or sleep or talk to people. I'm finally getting burnt out. I want to move back to the Beach and have everything be simple again. I was a mess in 9th grade, but hell, I wish I was back in 9th grade. Life was so much simpler compared to this...

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