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that cant happen. you are just so undecisive. you dont know what you want and you do things to make yourself feel good at that particular moment and once its over, you feel guilty and even worse about yourself than before. you just dont understand that you are playing with people's emotions. i mean, you may think one person may not like you, but in reality, they do, they are just too afraid to admit it and they know it wouldnt work out, do to various reasons. why go after 2 guys? what, so you can have a backup plan...you know, just in case one person doesnt like you, you can just go with the other person? how would you like it if you were in their position..not realizing that theyre second best? why do you always think about yourself before others? you may not think you do..."oh i care about my friends more than myself" but in reality, your just stuck up and so self absorbed. you want everything to work out in your benefit. get over the fact that the world does not revolve around you, i mean honestly, are you that dumb to think that? you dont want to hurt people but you are, youre just too stubborn to realize i guess. you play with people and you KNOW youre doing it but it makes yourself feel good about yourself. "i dont want to hurt you" but you are.