Another one for good measure.
So I had forgotten how lovely my parent's house can be in September late at night on their deck. So many more stars than at C-Cubed because there's no lights nearby and my breath showing because it's all crisp and cold.
Between a lack of enough sleep, forgetfulness, and staying at my parent's I didn't take my medication two days in a row. I got so used to being on it that I began to think I was perfectly all right now and didn't actually need it but of course it's untrue and I've felt disconnected despite being around others and irrationally grumpy at work, not to mention feeling like I'm going to rip my skin off. So no forgetting tomorrow I take is the answer. On the plus side the dosage is working out excellently and I don't feel like a zombie but also don't feel like screaming at the top of my lungs. I also found out that now I'm without insurance my meds are still very managable price wise which is a nice relief.
Time for bed.
Goodnight my lovlies.
Between a lack of enough sleep, forgetfulness, and staying at my parent's I didn't take my medication two days in a row. I got so used to being on it that I began to think I was perfectly all right now and didn't actually need it but of course it's untrue and I've felt disconnected despite being around others and irrationally grumpy at work, not to mention feeling like I'm going to rip my skin off. So no forgetting tomorrow I take is the answer. On the plus side the dosage is working out excellently and I don't feel like a zombie but also don't feel like screaming at the top of my lungs. I also found out that now I'm without insurance my meds are still very managable price wise which is a nice relief.
Time for bed.
Goodnight my lovlies.