TA TA TA TALKIN BOUT
i feel like such a bum anymore. all i do is work, drink, sleep, repeat. i don't even know what else to do with myself. i really wish i had the energy and motivation to start working out in the morning or something. but i'm so lazy and i'd rather lay in bed for the extra hour. BLAH.
last weekend was AMAZING. especially sunday night. me, tina, sam, lianna, and lauren had a girls night. and it was perfectttttttt. were having one again tomorrow but i don't know if it will be all of us again. either way it will be fun!
i really wish i could just make my self stop loving you. as happy as it makes me to be around you, it hurts me just as bad anymore knowing that things will never be the same. honestly, i know its my fault. i messed up WAY too many times. and the way i feel now SUCKS because i finally realize what i did. and its all my fault that were not together anymore. i really didn't try as hard as i thought i was. i wish more than anything i could go back and do things differently.
i really need a guy to come along and KNOCK ME OFF MY FEET. like, theres no other way that i'm ever gonna get over him. and its like every guy i meet lately will never be good enough. i guess i just gotta wait until i find the one that is, and until then just try and keep my mind off things. BLAH.
i want to go back to liiiiike...2005 maybe?
KKKKKBYE.
last weekend was AMAZING. especially sunday night. me, tina, sam, lianna, and lauren had a girls night. and it was perfectttttttt. were having one again tomorrow but i don't know if it will be all of us again. either way it will be fun!
i really wish i could just make my self stop loving you. as happy as it makes me to be around you, it hurts me just as bad anymore knowing that things will never be the same. honestly, i know its my fault. i messed up WAY too many times. and the way i feel now SUCKS because i finally realize what i did. and its all my fault that were not together anymore. i really didn't try as hard as i thought i was. i wish more than anything i could go back and do things differently.
i really need a guy to come along and KNOCK ME OFF MY FEET. like, theres no other way that i'm ever gonna get over him. and its like every guy i meet lately will never be good enough. i guess i just gotta wait until i find the one that is, and until then just try and keep my mind off things. BLAH.
i want to go back to liiiiike...2005 maybe?
KKKKKBYE.