Nov 21, 2009 22:22
I'm having issues transitioning from the present tense to the past tense. I keep thinking and Aunt Bobbie in the present tense. I think that I should call her. I think about talking to her about Dark Shadows. I remember that she asked me to burn her a copy of Buffy and I haven't gotten around to it yet. When I look at my dvd stack I remind myself to make that copy. I still have her contact info in my phone. I still have the emails sent out informing us of her failing health, and of her passing. Things keep happening and I find myself thinking that I should call her so we can discuss it. When I feel stressed, or sad, or lost I want to talk to her. We were planning to go to Lily Dale one of these days to take a class.
Not anymore.