...I thought I was dead, too...

Aug 14, 2012 20:21

Shame on me, I guess?

I haven't posted anything in ages...but I have sort of been sucked into a rather messy whirlwind and I'm notoriously known for not having any organisation skills.

I actually got around to post this 'cause this week I'm home from work (PRAISE THE GODS!) and I'm not going anywhere 'cause apparently getting eye surgery for shortsightedness is quite expensive and moreover the National Health Service won't give me sick leave after the operation 'cause it's considered aesthetic surgery and I'll have to use my holiday days for the convalescence.
While waiting for the 25th of September I'm alternately excited and freaked out...by the time it'll be the time for the surgery I'll probably just be exhausted and won't give a damn about it all.

I also got myself a boyfriend...unexpectedly and rather by chance. I still don't know how I do things most of the time. Friend of friends...and Spanish and leaving in Barcelona. Obviously I have no appreciation for simple, but (sort of) knowing myself it's nice that he's quite far away and I don't have many occasions to grow bored and dump him on a whim and then regret it.
I like that he's sarcastic as fuck and still hasn't grasped this weird concept that at almost 30 we should somehow start to behave as grown ups...(no, really, what the heck are you saying!?).

as for being grown ups, I sort of manage it while I'm at work, and then I just drop the facade and regress being 20 years old...but pretending to be mature is quite funny...is being responsible while dog-sitting the boss' kids and baby-sitting the boss' tiny dog that doesn't sit all that well with me...I'm still blaming them for that time I almost shipped a whole cargo to the wrong port...if you wanted to see me panicking that was the perfect occasion...I usually tend to freak out quietly and people don't notice, that time I was ready to bang my head against the wall...then I calmed down and solved things and then decided to finish the day early and have an extra yoga class, thank you very much.

I'm actually supposed to cook real food tonight so I better start thinking about it...how do you feel about zucchini!?
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