Feb 11, 2014 15:48
It actually rained this morning to my surprise. It made me smile a bit and feel less lonely because it seemed like someone was listening to my prayers last night.
I thought the morning would make me feel better but my tears pestered me even in the shower. I literally had to drag my butt to work today and I even skipped an appointment to the dentist, much to my mother's chagrin.
But no worries, work distracted me for a couple of hours and I felt better after submitting my stories for the day. I think I may be have hit a new low in my depression index because I can't remember the last time I felt so frustrated with myself and hurt at the same time.
Weird times but the clock ticks away and the sun, well, it never stops rising from the east. No one and nothing will wait for me. Everything runs its course and so should I.