Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
I Knew I Loved You - by Savage Garden
I just finished reading one of my livejournal entries from way back in October. It was an entry of happiness. Of joy. And what had seemed to be perfection at the time. It was on october 12th. The day I was so happy to be able to make it for MTYP on the first day. I can't believe.........I just can't believe..........so many things can change so fast.
Nowadays, I was starting to dread MTYP. Alot of shit happened. And that shit happened 'cause of me. I caused it all. MTYP was my refuge. My home. My place to be who I want to be. But that place is gone now.
Ryan......Ryan, you have no idea, and I hate thinking about, what kind of state I would be in right now if it weren't for you. With the loss of things..........knowing that I still had you helped me. It still does. I'm glad. And now, hopefully, things are going back to normal. I really wish they would.
I wish that Sylvanna and Katrina could just accept us. I wish............. But I know that the past with Katrina is painful. But....I really don't know where I'm going with this. I do, but......
I love you, Ryan. Today at your place was the best, and I'll never forget it.