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Fuck....
Everything is so fucking WRONG!! What the fuck is the MATTER WITH ME?! Why can't I fucking do things RIGHT?!
I'm sorry! I'm fucking sorry! But no! Nobody's gonna listen to ME!
I feel like I've lost so many things. I have. My best friend, some of my other friends. All because I got the one thing I've been wanting and needing for so long now: a boyfriend. Ryan. Ryan is such a sweetheart and nice guy. He can't be the things that those girls told me. No fucking way.
I was fucking asked by my friend to delete her, because I'm going out with Ryan. Well, she actually said that she doesn't anything to do with Ryan, and Ryan used to go out with that girl's sister. And I'm their friends. But she asked me to delete her. It basically IS because I started going out with Ryan.
There's a whole bunch of other shit.
Everything is so fucking WRONG!! What the fuck is the MATTER WITH ME?! Why can't I fucking do things RIGHT?!
I'm sorry! I'm fucking sorry! But no! Nobody's gonna listen to ME!
I feel like I've lost so many things. I have. My best friend, some of my other friends. All because I got the one thing I've been wanting and needing for so long now: a boyfriend. Ryan. Ryan is such a sweetheart and nice guy. He can't be the things that those girls told me. No fucking way.
I was fucking asked by my friend to delete her, because I'm going out with Ryan. Well, she actually said that she doesn't anything to do with Ryan, and Ryan used to go out with that girl's sister. And I'm their friends. But she asked me to delete her. It basically IS because I started going out with Ryan.
There's a whole bunch of other shit.