Hmmm. I suppose I should update to... expel the contents of my brain! I am quite sleepy, though, so there is a good chance this will be short/convoluted. Let's see. I had a pretty bad week - I think I mentioned this before - but I'm finding myself curiously optimistic for the week to come. You could actually say I'm rather happy, apart from the ( Read more... )

Oh, oh. I keep forgetting, and then remembering, how to be happy. My mind gets tangled in messy knots of insecurities, walking blindly down paths that seem to lead to no hope, no future, imagining that a noose or a bridge or a bottle is the only way out.

And then I find myself walking through St. Paul on a cool grey morning. Complex, completely ( Read more... )