so i got my cigarette
so i got a sweet cigarette which is pretty good news for me, i can't wait to smoke it. actually i can, i'm just waiting for someone to come by to smoke it with me. i crave the connection. i crave the human contact but it's so hard for me to get it. i don't like doing it. it seems hard because i'm not real like i used to be. i need to get back there some how. i might just go drink some coffee and smoke this cigarette by myself. one thing that has changed about me since january 2006 is the coffee. i drink this stuff like crazy, probably cuz i've worked at four different coffee shops. it all started at barnie's, i was drinking those cuban coffees like mad. i made the best ones there, apparently i was the only one who did it right, which was also the case at my last job, except that was cappuccinos. whatever that's some shit.