Dec 13, 2007 22:33
I had a night terror last night, a really bad one. I was so terrified I was screaming my head off. But apparently I was screaming something about a boy so tonight mum was like "why were you screaming about a boy?" Haha awkward.
Then again, she once heard me have an entire conversation with Frank in my sleep where I told him off for tickling me :|
God I felt like shit today. A real I-hate-people sort of mood right when I have to work 3-9 during the Christmas rush. I felt weak and sick too. I had a Red Bull and so would get sporadic bursts of energy. At one point I was flailing behind the counter, mocking the Christmas Tree that was walking around the shopping centre trying to entertain the kiddies.
Andrew came into work. The guy I was virtually smitten with for the whole of high school. He is studying music. Is in bands. Is the essence of badass masculinity. Has a girlfriend. Whyyyy do they always have to tell me that?
I sometimes don't know why I bother obsessing over my hair. Fiddling with foundation and eyeliner. Wearing the right bra.
It never makes any difference.
emo,
guys,
blah,
pensive