spiraling down
So now it's been almost two years since i've posted to my livejournal. I notice that none of the few people who i used to know seems to be posting in here either. I's a true journal now, just me and my thoughts. I find myself needing to write anonymously just for myself lately. I keep having these weird, intense arguments with my dad and after having another one tonight i think i may quit going over there on Friday nights. He just can't stop himself from being an asshole and i promised myself a long time ago that i'd never let a man talk to me the way he did tonight. I'm in the early stages of going through menopause, which isn't fun at all. I've got the whole works going rightnow...unpredictable cycles, hot flashes, the feeling that my life is spiralling out of control. And lately i've even developed the super-fun insomnia. I wake up ever hour at night and it feels like there are hot coals underneath my body. I tell you, i can't wait for this to be done. Anyway, besides all that, the past year has been pretty awesome. Went to a couple of concerts...the Pixies in February and Motley Crue with Alice Cooper in August. Then Planet Comicon happened and was awesome. I dressed as Death from the Sandman comics. I bought a really cool Loki poster. Next came Lilies War and at a time when i was most desperately in need of my own tent, one came to me. And it's purple! Of course the curse of Lilies continued when my sister Cathy wound up getting shot by an unhinged boyftiend. She's okay, but still. OMG but i almost forgot to mention the hailstorm that hit my neighbothood and gave us all new roofs. I broke the cardinal rule by going with an out-of-town company that was canvassing the hood, which did cause me a lot of stress,but it really wound up being okay. And then Google fiber finally made it to my neighborhood! I was so happy to be rid of Time Warner. Oh well my battery is dying on my Nexus tablet so this will be continued.