i guess, in the big scheme of things, it's better to be weird about stuff like this than to be a basket case over stuff that you can't turn off or avoid. every time i talk to my mom, she unloads enough depressing real life stuff on my shoulders to make me want to dive into the sleeping pills. i distance myself from that as much as i can, because i just can't deal with it. no matter how f'd up things got with me for a while, at least - in the big scheme of things - what jake did didn't really matter. it only mattered as much as i let it, and for a while, that was way too much. hopefully, even tho it still matters to me what he does, maybe it's a little more controlled.
but yeah, it's good to care and to feel. if it weren't for our feelings, how boring would life be. i still miss heath too. jill's a heath girl, and being friends with her has brought him back to me in lots of little ways, and i'm very glad of that.
Hey, you! It's great to hear from you :) I rarely go to the movies; and, to be honest, POP does not sound like my kind of thang at all, lol, but I'm excited for you and Jill. I know you'll have a blast!
And I'm thrilled for you that you're writing - if you and Jill both like the story I'm sure it's great. Good luck with your mojo! xox
POP isn't my kind of movie either, but i'm still going to see it. i didn't see Rendition (Major UGH!!) so i'm anxious to see a new JBG movie. I am going to go into it with no expectations except fun and cute jake. (See George's comment below.) Jill and i have a huge amount of fun planned, and that will carry on, regardless of how it all pans out with the movie. I'm happy with the story. I'll be posting it when it's done. :)
I'm jealous x 4367890373782208 that you get to go to New York! :) But, I know you guys are gonna have an awesome time so yay for y'all!!! And, i'm very, very happy that you're in a better place these days with the whole Jake thing and the best thing is that you are writing again! I'm very eager to read the finished product! Big hugs!! Camilla
yeah, it's nice to be off the bottom of the barrell and at least functional again. ugh! i hate how bad that all hit me, but oh well... i try to learn something from the shit that happens to me, and i think this was about being more understanding of people who lose it over stuff i don't get. we all have our sensitive spots, and while they don't make sense to the rest of the world, they matter to us. he matters to me, even tho he probably shouldn't, but bfd. it's good to have someone to care about. i'm just gonna go with it and see what happens.
we will report in fast and furious on our weekend. i'm so excited. i hope we can all rendezvous in hot springs again sometime. that was a great time for me; maybe we can skip the flood drama this time. ;)
The way I see it, those of us on LJ (even mostly lurkers like me) are friends and we're here for each other whenever needed. If and when one of us has a problem or feels the need to 'vent' then just go for it. And I'm so happy you and Jill are writing a new story. I can't wait to read it (we will be reading it, right?). Welcome back, Judy
Jill and i aren't writing a story together yet. she and camillar are still collaborating on Golden Boy. i'm working on a sep story that jill is reading/betaing. it's an au!rps called Fair Warning. I'm pleased with it so far.
i agree. we should be able to vent and find support here at lj. unfortunately, everyone gets to have an opinion and sometimes you end up sorry you said anything. :(
but it's all good now. i'm happy and not too worried about anything at the moment. hugs. s.
no, jbg doesn't really matter with LB. i had this really urgent need to write something i might could get published, and that's what has gotten me off track. LB is still a viable story. thanks for asking. :)
i'm focused on the new story now and trying not to get distracted. as soon as it's done, i will put LB at the top of my writing list. and anything i've already written would require so much work that it wouldn't be any better than just forging on with what i have. the end is in sight, i think. s.
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but yeah, it's good to care and to feel. if it weren't for our feelings, how boring would life be. i still miss heath too. jill's a heath girl, and being friends with her has brought him back to me in lots of little ways, and i'm very glad of that.
hugs!! s. :)
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And I'm thrilled for you that you're writing - if you and Jill both like the story I'm sure it's great. Good luck with your mojo! xox
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Big hugs!!
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we will report in fast and furious on our weekend. i'm so excited. i hope we can all rendezvous in hot springs again sometime. that was a great time for me; maybe we can skip the flood drama this time. ;)
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i agree. we should be able to vent and find support here at lj. unfortunately, everyone gets to have an opinion and sometimes you end up sorry you said anything. :(
but it's all good now. i'm happy and not too worried about anything at the moment. hugs. s.
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Why not send something you've already written, unless you mean a short story?
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